Mommy (1 250-859-6122) ↙ (phone) 2025-10-20 02-18-33

The person is talking on the phone with their mom, expressing mixed emotions about feeling sad and hurt but also determined. They mention feeling upset and close to a breaking point but find solace in God and their favorite song. They assure their mom they are okay and plan to sleep in their camper. Despite concerns, they believe God will protect them and express plans to leave soon for a fresh start. The conversation ends with the person expressing their determination to leave their current situation. Just leave that out of it for me. Mom, can you call? Yeah. I'm a guest, but I'm going to be okay. I'm going to be okay. No, you can't. I am, I am, I am. I've got to get this filed and I am, but I am. I've got to come home. I am. Okay, good. But listen, I need you near here. I know, I know. I need you. Okay, good. I need to come home. You know what, I was just so upset. I was just like, because I'm so close and it's just like, I just didn't realize how sad I am and how sad they let me get and how much they hurt me and it's just like, it's just so sad, but I don't know. It's just so sad. But I'm just like, fuck you guys. Fuck you. Fuck you. So that's why I couldn't give up. But then today's auditions were like, boom. It's just like, damn. Like, they broke the law. They literally, if I sounded, they broke the law. Oh, I know. But that's okay. You know what? Leave it in God's hands. You're nursing it, you can. No, I know. I have it. I know. I know. God just gave it to me. Yeah. And I just left it in his hands. Yeah, exactly. Because I have nothing else to add here. Otherwise, you're going to go crazy. I know. I know. I know. I know. I know you're going to a loony bin. I know. And then we can't do anything for you then. I know. I know. I don't think there's loony bins anymore. God started playing my favorite song, My Inner Ninja. And it's just like, he was talking to me. He's just like, you get the fuck up. He says, you keep getting knocked the fuck up. Right? And then he's just like, you're going to be okay tomorrow's a new day. I'm like, oh. He's like, he was talking to me. I'm like, okay. It's like, fuck, sorry. Oh, okay. I'm good. Okay. So are you there by yourself? Yeah, I am. I'm okay, though. I just had a shower. I'm going to go sleep in my camper. Because it's so nice. It's like home in there. And it's cold. And it helps. I'm really sick tonight. Oh, okay. Do you have heat in your house? Yeah, yeah. I do. But I don't want heat. I just want to be in my camper. Yeah, I know. I just want to be in my camper. Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Well, you do what you've got to do. Yeah, but if you're worried about me, Mom, God's got me. I do worry about you. All the time. Yeah, I know you do. I know you do. I'm going to send you and Tanya and my kids. I'm going to send you guys some acid, David. Just so you can try to... You'll see. I'll send it to you. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. We're going to... And I'm coming up there sooner than later, Mom. I'm done. I'm out of here. Yeah, that's good. I'm out of here. Yeah. We'll do lots of new things up here. I know. I'm going to hold... I'm going to be back from the coral up there. Fuck this shit. I'm out of here. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye.